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do u ever feel like breaking down?
do u ever feel out of place??
like somehow u juz dont belong,and no one understands u??

do u ever wanna run away??
do u lock ur self in your room??
with the radio on turn out so loud,,and noone hears u screaming??!!!!!!!
no, u dont know, what its like, to be like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you know what..??!!..

it seems like, my world´s falling apart!!!

but, WHy is everything so hard?? why should i have all this bullshits in my life!!!!1???????????

hih! gani gyung gugmang gi****! pakaulit!

My life changed since i became a teenager. Things which are difficult, are getting more difficult. Things which are bad, are getting even worse. i could try to do bad things, i learned to lie, and to cheat, even myself and my life…

Well…there are so many questions to be asked by love!.. sometimes love is good, there are times it´s bad, ´cause it damn hurts.!..
Now the problem is,,, i dont know what to do, should i? or should i not? should i choose the one who loves, cares, and willing to wait for me? or should i follow my heart,,, i mean to fight for the person, whom i love?? im really getting crazy about it".. i dont know!.. i dont want to hurt somebody. and i also don´t want to fall inlove so easily..!. i also tried not to think about it seriously, but then it just comes in a sudden moment.
I know i would be lucky from the touch of the person who loves me, but i dont want to pretend!.. i dont want to hurt myself. Aside i dont want to be forced to do things i dont want to do.  i dont want to accept things and then regret for the rest of my whole life….
Now, what if the person i love, doesn´t love me back?.. isn´t it sucks??!!.. oh… but i surely promise to suffer, to sacrifice, and to do everything if these are the only ways to let him fall for me!..
but damn!  im a brave girl!. yes i am! and im proud to say that!!!!!!!!!.i also have my pride!.

BUT HOW COME,I AM TO WEAK WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE????………………………………

i really miss my home medina!!!.. hope to be back there very soon!!!!!! luv yah all guyz!